koran17

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Dice and pieces by koran17, literature

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Dice and pieces

It's funny how, Even now, you still support me after all the things that I've done> How true. Unconditional support I can fuck whomever I want to However I want to Whenever I want to Wherever I want to Whether I want to or not Freedom to fall in love with someone else to try to forget you to see the light in your eyes go out You're so good to me, waiting patiently, and isn't it sad that you still have to ask If I care> Waiting for so many things waiting for yourself waiting to get better to suddenly get over your problems all by yourself even though both of us together couldn't Waiting for me to fall back into love wit

Crescent on black by koran17, literature

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Crescent on black

My window is rolled down to escape the heat the ac isn't working well enough but then again neither is the window but the feel of going 50 is good enough. The cd player pauses and I look down the straightaway to home too poor to be lighted except by the moon Crescent tonight stars no where to be found lonely and cold so unlike me. Yet, how many times has the moon made me feel safe part of a countless silent crowd aspiring towards companionship praying to the moon round or sharp lonely or surrounded to be more fortunate than Her To be surrounded always by love more bright than the stars staring at her and asking "Why am

Softened by blood by koran17, literature

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Softened by blood

Who knew that bloody hands could feel so soft Lips tainted with substances shouldn't be so fun to kiss contaminated lungs shouldn't say such wonderful things a guilty concience should never be so intelligent but those blood softened hands the chemical-sweet lips the tarnished poetry the bent wisdom is far more lovely than soapy-clean hands hard with inexperience Lips water pure unflavored and bland spotless lungs with meaningless words and unblemished minds dulled with misuse

Hold him tightly by koran17, literature

Mercury moonlight by koran17, literature

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Mercury moonlight

Red beams of light cast odd shadows wavering here and there, an unnatural rust color but the features that it chooses to highlight are even more bizarre lips, naturally red and thin, often open for a laugh, become more vivid too bad you don't wear lipstick because it's too feminine you'd look good in it too bad there's no equivilent for you brown eyes turned black from the light, all they do is stare at me untouched by smile or frown always unclouded hands, scarred in a near mirror image of my own turned a bizarre tan color matching the clothing that holds you Mercury makes the best light

Things by koran17, literature

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Things

Self musings are dangerous they lead only to self criticism and shame off-color jokes, red-faced actions missed chances all piling up somewhere behind my eyes where I can still see them happening if I concentrate but can't stop them I can think of what I should have done Should've just left well enough alone, should've shut up Shouldn't have stopped then I try to balance it out with self-praise and pride Collarbones, battlescars strong hands all vying for attention with the torturous images trying to overcome the shame but only winning occasionally but there I go again, thinking too hard, considering too much, second guessi

Mind and Body by koran17, literature

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Mind and Body

Ever wonder why people try to seperate their feelings? Divide them into "good" and "bad" try to suppress our natural emotions But why? Why seperate emotions into two catagories when they share so much Of course anger is destructive, but so is love, the epitome of human want in fact many times lust is much healthier for the person's body the lack of long time commitment saves money Hell, frequent sex even helps you lose weight, a fact which seems to justify anything today joy is also destructive, allowing people to become careless in dangerous situation (i.e. a man sees the woman he loves accross the street, runs blindly to her a

Should I? by koran17, literature

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Should I?

Should I run? flee from impossible places, abandon change and hope for security and indignation? God, how I want to. I don't want to try to change their minds anymore. Their thoughts are no longer their own. How am I supposed to change them? How could I manage to strip the hatred from their bones, ages steeped. I am afraid of that hate. It makes me feel powerless, my weakened hands falling against a strong body as strong hands wrap around my throat. Bad dreams living next door with firearms. I can no longer represent the ten percent, I can't answer the questions asked of their behavior. I was told that there was a battle ahead of me

The image parade by koran17, literature

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The image parade

Known people ring the arena of the politics of the youth leaving one to fend for themselves using the snares of loaded questions and the springs of rhetoric the unknowns test you they try to carve themselves a place in your memory However, most of them will blur fade into a black background The painting seems to change quickly from time to time as the players of the game advance traps challenging the will of the others become tangled in themselves the parade refuses to cease forcing the weak to leave Natural selection at its finest

Tell me to by koran17, literature

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Tell me to

Tell me what you want Tell me And I will retrieve it for you I will wrap it in ribbons and bows Seal it with a kiss And serve it on a silver platter Tell me to do something Tell me And I'll do it With a smile and nod No questions asked No doubt in my mind Tell me to close my eyes And I will lose my sight I will render my eyes useless with my own hands Order me to be silent And my throat will close No sound will ever come from me Ask me to be still And my muscles will cease to move Arms and legs motionless A ragdoll on the floor Tell me And I will do it

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I am the sword by koran17, literature

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I am the sword

I am the sword pointing forwards signaling the advance of the troops I am the soldier marching on fighting for life and liberty, I do not tire I am the scorned, the disliked, the hated I do not care, I do what I see as right I am the loved, the admired, the praised I do what must be done I am the outraged but disbelief no longer clouds my vision I am the satirist exposing societies folleys to themselves I am all of these things all at once my personas leap from me I am gay and I am forced to be all of these things I am the future I am part of a greater people I am not alone

Q is for dead by koran17, literature

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The will of the trees by koran17, literature

Bite your tongue by koran17, literature

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Bite your tongue

Stop the all important command there is no guessing involved in its meaning I should have said it more often but at the time it was so new to me I had not yet adjusted to my power my innate ability to control myself I know it was only recently, but I have grown so quickly inside pregnant with myself new experiences spawning new thoughts spawning new emotions spawning new hunger I craved new things, new sights, sounds smells, sensations but I didn't know how to say stop I look back and think of what I would have done If I could have said stop I would tell you to stop command you to bend to me I tried that later I talked to

Tell me to by koran17, literature

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Tell me to

The image parade by koran17, literature

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The image parade

Should I? by koran17, literature

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Should I?

Mind and Body by koran17, literature

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Mind and Body

Things by koran17, literature

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Colours of the Rainbow -fre... by dapride, literature

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Colours of the Rainbow -fre...

You count the colours of the rainbow. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Kiss me lightly on the cheek. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. You told me you'll always be here. Right here. Under the rainbow – You're not going anywhere. You'll be here. Waiting. Waiting for me to reach my arms out to you. You told me. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. But you left. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. You left me white tablets. Shaking… Cold… Wet… And you left me to die. You took away my eyesight, Placing brine in the middle of each pupil. You made me scream till I couldn't sing.

The Boy Who Reads - the-mur... by dapride, literature

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The Boy Who Reads - the-mur...

I don't know her name. She sits with a boy who is 8 feet tall and she must be half his size. I can't wonder why no one else looks but I can while she is turned Perhaps she is watching them and avoiding me but I will use this and I will use the boy reading next to me as a cover a cover! It will be wonderful. I will come back every week and watch the boy who reads. My thoughts are loud-- she turns around and I know she could hear everything all along! I shutup and look down. (...Next week I shall drive the thought to the ground.)

An Essay - Mavyrk by dapride, literature

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An Essay - Mavyrk

"Abomination - An Afterthought" A large portion of Christian society has decided that it is a sin to be homosexual. If you are one of those Christians, or if you are a homosexual being pressured by the wrongful mindset of some unwholesome Christians, read on. ABOMINATION Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination. Lev 18:22. This is the phrase that is most often said by anti-gay Christians. Let's look at this in another bible (this is the King James', which is notorious for having particularly shady and self-serving lingo). Don't have sex with a man as one does with a woman. That is abhorrent. It seems as thou

Subbicalla - Royal-Sovereign by dapride, literature

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Subbicalla - Royal-Sovereign

In dreams diseased Where I would stand, alone Before a gorgeous Succubus Who sat, enthroned On a seat of beauty radiant Though of blackest onyx carved -- In dreams diseased My brain would be reason-starved, And there I would ever be A slave to the woman on the chair Her supple round breasts paler than moonlight Raven's down, the color of her hair -- And feel as I did once more Feeling those terrible urges once again That I should but worship only women And forever abandon the pursuit of men, Forever renounce my vices My practices grotesque and decadent -- No more to crown the gilded heads of boys With words of praise and co

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Crescent on black by koran17, literature

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Crescent on black

koran17

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Tucson, Arizona
Favourite genre of music: Rock, mostly indie and emo, but I do enjoy the hard stuff

Favourite Movies

Wicker park, the village, garden state, V for Vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sleater-Kinney

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

Pencil, pen, paper, computer, trauma

Other Interests

Martial arts (for art's sake!), various other things

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koran17

Aug 20, 2006

1/4 of the year has gone by...

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Wow. My sporadic visits here are always interesting. Well, lets see. I moved into an apartment with my bud Justin and his gf Dana after I was unceremoniously dumped by Jesse. Justin and Dana lasted scarcely a month before they broke up, enough time to get me attached to Dana. They then turned to me and said "Who should go?!" I chose the one with a job, Dana, over the one w/o a job and/or motivation to get one, Justin. I thought that since they wanted me to choose that there would be no hard feelings, but it was foolish of me to assume that Justin would be happy with a decision that he asked me to make. So, tonight he moves out and declares th

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koran17

May 1, 2006

Heh heh...oops...

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Well...how bout that? I am apparently never online! Heh heh...read my new stuff!!

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koran17

Feb 14, 2006

Well, damn.

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Huh. Been a while, right? Well, I don't think that anybody reads this anyway, so here goes! I'm currently trying to save money to go to summer classes, but do to shitty job and rent, not happening. Boyfriend good, especially since he is medicated now, family bad, as always, everything else...eh.

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StarkNaked

Sep 17, 2006

Are you alive or anything?

Pinocchio-Liez

May 2, 2006

Thanks for adding me to your friends list...I'm very happy Love

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Cerdic

Dec 1, 2005

Thanks for the comment!
OMG Martial Arts. What do you take?

koran17

Jan 23, 2006

Tae kwon do mainly, but also wu shu kung fu anf okinowan karate. What about you? Judo?

Cerdic

Jan 24, 2006

TKD, judo, ju jitsu, with a little hapkido, karate, and bujitsu mixed in for flavor.

Cerdic

Feb 14, 2006

from what I've gathered, bujitsu is pretty much bushido. Basicly, it's swords. Two years in TKD, judo, jujitsu, and hapkido, six months of karate, and a month of bujitsu.

koran17

Feb 14, 2006

bjitsu? I'm unfamiliar with it. How many years have you studied each style? I'm going on 6 years with TKD and about a year each with the others.