Self musings are dangerous
they lead only to self criticism
and shame
off-color jokes, red-faced actions
missed chances
all piling up somewhere behind my eyes
where I can still see them happening if I concentrate
but can't stop them
I can think of what I should have done
Should've just left well enough alone, should've shut up
Shouldn't have stopped
then I try to balance it out with self-praise
and pride
Collarbones, battlescars
strong hands
all vying for attention with the torturous images
trying to overcome the shame
but only winning occasionally
but there I go again, thinking too hard, considering too much,
second guessing myself
Things are too much for me to handle sometimes.















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Always Remember Me,
~*~SLiPPiNG~*~
*~*STEPS*~*
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"Yume ni Mukai Aruki Tsuzuketeiku"
"all that we've learned from probing humans is that 1 in 10 don't really mind"
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Always Remember Me,
~*~SLiPPiNG~*~
*~*STEPS*~*
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moob
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"Yume ni Mukai Aruki Tsuzuketeiku"
"all that we've learned from probing humans is that 1 in 10 don't really mind"
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moob
FAT BOY WRITES!
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It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every { girl } I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
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"Yume ni Mukai Aruki Tsuzuketeiku"
"all that we've learned from probing humans is that 1 in 10 don't really mind"
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"Yume ni Mukai Aruki Tsuzuketeiku"
"all that we've learned from probing humans is that 1 in 10 don't really mind"
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